july 27- 31 *exhausted*

a day will come and we'll all be free
It seems that the days are getting longer. Friday always seem to be so far. I'm getting tired of school, if only I can fulfill my dreams without studying. My eyelids are falling, whenever I'm listening to discussions. Even though the topic interests me, i can't stop myself. Exhausted, that's what always come into my mind. I always feel like that, and I always want to sleep. I'm already getting late in waking up. It seems like, my hours for sleeping is still not enough. Even though, I sleep for 8-9 hours. I'm always having that 5 min. ritual. And when it comes to school, I'm getting tired of making assignments, and my blogs are getting shorter and shorter every week.
Jeezz, enough of those nonsense. Well, this week, I never had a break. And just like what's written above, I feel so tired. Regarding school, ma'am Belle showed up, and ma'am Nazareno is not present(yeah!!). That's the nicest thing that happened this week. I really hate AP, and I don't like the topic, especially when it comes to history. We did more activities in different subjects, that's why my brain is really used, and it's already low battery. We also got more praises from ma'am May. She doesn't want us to feel so down, and I like it. Yes, she said that her impression to me is "maangas", like always thinking that "Who cares". Well, it hurts when I heard it, but all I can do is smile. But as I think about it, ma'am is right, that's what I show. That's why I'm trying to change, for me to have those positives results. I'm already making assignments, participating in recitations, and making my projects. And I'm trying to be a nice girl. It's really hard to do so. It's not like, with just a snap, there your change already. It's not like in Cinderella that in one wave of the fairy's wand, the pumpkin changed into a carriage.
with just a snap of a finger

july 20-24 *sigh*

Here I am again, typing things that happened the whole week. It became a weekly routine, and I'm getting bored already. It's just that everything I type are the same. When I think about yesterday, and about the past days, there seem to be no difference at all. The place, the persons, the time, everything remained unchanged. But what can I do, this is my fate, to be on a world where everything will remain the same.
Well, about this week, it's just fine. Ma'am belle is out for the whole week, I don't know why. No seatworks where given, we just did nothing. And a program was held regarding capsulizing malunggay etc. Were not included, outsiders, chosen club members and science club members and officers are the ones who were there.
During the flag retreat, we were asked to squat, as usual, and the girl named Joan is there again. Shel's always there, it's still a question to me if why.
why is the world so unfair??

july 13-17 *shiver*shiver*

Philippines has only two seasons. Summer in the morning rainy in the afternoon.

It's been raining again, seems like it's never gonna stop. The weather always changes, it's like that it can't make up it's mind. Weather it will be a sunny or rainy day.

Checking test papers, attending programs, discussions, suspension of classes etc. that's what happened this week.

Of course, every after each exam, checking comes. But some of us, didn't do so, including me. Officers were required to be on the gym for a seminar, regarding AH1N1. So as the peace officer of the class, i need to attend.(i'm still curious why they picked me for that position, for I am never at peace..XD) The whole day, we spent there, on the ground, that's where we sat. Few chairs were available, so most of us were on the ground. A boring seminary, that's what it is, for the topic does not interests me. It's important, I know, because(ok..it's "because" turn...someone, tell me please, whats the difference between those words, when used in giving reasons??) it's about our health. But for a student like me, i'd rather spend my whole day on the classroom, than listening to the speaker.
Another program took place, it's what they so called "Induction". I'm still seeking for answer, if why it was not held, last, or last last year. I got bored during the program(I always get bored), even though, bands, and dance troups are there for entertainment.
It keeps on raining this week. Storms started appearing in different parts of the country. Classes were just suspended on the last day. Most of us got wet, because the rain is so strong.
I wish, it will be a sunny day, on the next day, on the next day, and on the next day....

july 6-10 "What a week!"

"Friends are better than boyfriends"
Yup, that's true, that is really really true. Me and my friends proved that. One of my friends, encountered another problem, of course, we're there to help. It's about her boyfriend, who really sucks. Our discussion ended when we agreed that they should have a cool off. But of course her decision is what we prioritized. It's not a happy ending for them, but at least, we're here beside her.
It's also test week, and I did some studying. I'm not that studying type. The tests are not that hard. Anyone who studied can answer them. I think the hardest is AP. That's always the hardest for me, but as I read the questions, they were all discussed.
The last day is such a educational and boring day. We had a program by the research club. The topic is making a scientific paper. Like the other programs, we were required to be on the gym and listen. We consumed the whole day for that program. And it didn't really interest me. I'd rather stay on the room, and sleep, than listening to the guest speaker

june 29- july 3 (sickness week)

Virus Spreading

It's not a good week. Projects started, change schedules and, worst of all, lot of us got sick. Most of the teachers think that the virus is already in our section. So they planned to disinfect it again.
The weather this week is not that good. Sometimes it's very hot, then suddenly it will rain. The weather is not really fine. Clearence and Jellie are not yet attending school. Clearence did but just for one day, then Jellie only half a day. Then students started being excused. This week the greates number of excuse is seven. *Jeez*.
Not only students are not present. Most of the teachers too. Like ma'am Lim, ser Zes(is the spelling correct), ma'am Chato, ma'am Malou, and ma'am Belle. Of course we're happy, because we don't have any seatworks.
Another fun thing, we had fun in AP. Usually I feel sleepy and not that energetic during AP. But last Wednesday, when we had AP for almost two hours, I felt so much energetic. I don't know why.

"Good thoughts... they count only for something in your head... perhaps they give you a warm fuzy feeling... but at the end of the day... you are no better than the person who didn't think and didn't do it"